Anxiety Virus
Photo by Free To Use Sounds on Unsplash This Covid-19 is not the only virus floating around. There is also the panic and also the anxiety virus. Once where we felt safe, we feel no safety. Where we were like washing our hands before, we scrub now till they are raw. Anxiety for so many is worse then the virus. I am one of those people. I struggle with leaving my bubble of a house. I am paralyzed by fear as I walk through my front door. I am an empathetic person and feel each death deeply. One more dead, one more, three hundred more dead. There is only so much death I can take. I weep at the slightest news, I struggle to not check where my county is at, and I get told by everyone around me what the new news is and I cry. Oh lord I cry. I weep for the deaths. I weep for the families who cannot mourn their dead because we cannot gather in churches to say our final goodbyes. I hear of families who lost 4 to death. I struggle with balance my joy and faith with despa...